The “Autumn Special,” a 6’8″ squash-tail, later given away.

David Miller takes “inventory” of various things lost / sold / given away in the process of being a traveler.

ON THIS LAST MOVE to Patagonia we reduced our “worldly possessions” to 3 large suitcases, a duffel bag, a backpack, a snowboard bag, and carseat (for our daughter). This was after being married for 6 years.

I don’t feel proud of this necessarily; it’s just the reality of (a) not having enough money / motivation to ship other things we had–art / books / toys / furniture–down here via container, (b) having a natural aversion to accumulating things, and (c) effecting a transcontinental move via airplane.

But damn, now that we’re down here I’m missing a lot of our shit.

Or not really. Some of it I miss, I guess. Some of it I need. Either way, I’ve been thinking about it lately, all of this different stuff that I’ve spent time with as a traveler, stuff that in some cases got named.

Here are some of them:

1. The Autumn Special

A 6’8″ squash-tail bought for $75 in Pismo Beach, California. Later stored in friend’s garage in San Francisco, then taken down to Mexico, where it was surfed for 4 months, then given to Argentine surfer in Pascuales.

2. “The Land Speeder” aka the “Santa Cruz”

2. 156 cm Santa Cruz snowboard bought for $125 at a surf shop in San Francisco. Used for a season in Tahoe (Heavenly Valley), then mailed to Andy Vernor for usage at local ski-hill in Wisconsin, then later mailed back to me with Land Speeder sticker applied. Was later stolen out of back of jeep in Nederland, Colorado.

Me paddling Big Gun, Encampment, Wyoming.

3. The Big Gun

A creek boat produced by Riot around 2003.

Purchased from a paddler in Glenwood Springs Colorado for $250.

Never fit right, but was used during 2005-2007 paddle seasons in Colorado / Wyoming. “Sold” to dude in Nederland, Colorado who was supposed to send me a check but never did.

4.The “Music Collection”

CD + cassette library maintained from middle school through college (Athens, Georgia) containing, among other artists, Air, Agent Orange, Augustus Pablo, B52s, Billie Holliday, Bob Dylan, Coltrane, Dead Kennedys, Digable Planets, Digweed, DJ Spooky, Django Rheinhardt, Ernest Rangling, Gregorian Monks, James Brown, the JB’s, King Oliver’s Dixieland Jazz Band, Led Zeppelin, Lee Perry, Miles Davis, Neutral Milk Hotel, Nirvana, Outkast, Plastikman, the Porchhonkys, Quincy Jones, r.e.m., Suicidal Tendencies, Talking Heads, Velvet Underground + a whole bunch of 4-track recordings of early guitar / bass / drum played with friends. .

Sold at various music stores and / or given away / lost. [Notes: none of this feels like a "loss" now that we're in post-cd "world," except for a particular collection of tapes that I kept in a Vietnam-era ammo case given to me by my Dad that seemed to have disappeared in between graduating from College and heading off to the Appalachian Trail. ]

The Stealth Fighter

The Stealth Fighter

A squirt boat given to me in Seattle by a crew of squirtboaters from Pennsylvania.

Used in exploratory runs on Skykomish and Snoqualmie rivers. Later washed down the Clark’s Fork of the Yellowstone River after I got worked in seam / subduction zone at Purple Cliffs and had to swim.

Special notes: This craft was unique in all possession-experiences in that (a) it was something handmade, and (b) never sold but given from one person to the next, as well as (c) “given” back to the river, which (d) came close to turning into a near death experience as I kept fighting to save it as we started washing into the next rapid, but then gave up and (e) as I sat up on the bank afterward it felt like the whole thing was actually kind of hilarious and I was only sorry there was nobody there to see it happen, which (f) gave me this strange energy that I used to (instead of camping there as originally intended) drive 13 more hours straight across to Colorado to meet up with my friends.

6. The “Library”

Book / magazine collection maintained from middle school and in several houses and states after college, with titles by Alexie, Borges, Bukowski, Carver, Camus, Cather, DeFoe, Dostoyevsky, Emerson, Faulkner, Fitzgerald, Frank, Ginsberg, Golding, Hamsun, Harrison, Hemingway, Herbert, Hesse, Huxley, James, Jewett, Kafka, Kerouac, Kingslover, Lawrence, Lee, Lewis, London, Lorca, MacLean, Mann, Marquez, Melville, Miller (Arthur + Henry), O’Connor, Ovid, Proulx, Roth, Salinger, Sartre, Shakespeare, Snyder, Steinbeck, Storm, Thoreau, Tolkien,Twain, Walker, Williams (William Carlos + Tennessee), Wiesel.

Sold at (a) garage sale in Marietta, GA, (b) various bookstores in Athens, Georgia, Boulder, Colorado, and Seattle, Washington, and left in various places (1) Appalachian Trail Shelters, (2) the Dharma Shack, (3) parents’ house in Florida.

Note: like the music, there is no real “sense of loss” as far as not being able to maintain these possessions.

7. The “Wonder Bucket” and “Belt”

Tool-belt + paint bucket “organizer” used in construction work from mid 90s to 2009 including assorted tools: a worm-drive skillsaw, framing hammer, speed-square, chisels, cordless drill / impact, sawzall, chalkline, plumb bob, level. Given away to people (a) semi-unintentionally in Seattle, and (b) deliberately (as they had work going on and could use them) in Colorado.

8. The Egg

A 1992 Toyota Previa Van with standard transmission and all wheel drive. “Sold” to friends in Colorado, but then later gifted as it was discovered that years of using the Egg as offroad vehicle / Boulder Canyon commuting-machine had led to a “terminal diagnosis” vis a vis Colorado emissions standards vs engine repair costs.

Community Connection

What gear / things have you named in your travels / life experience and what is your relationship to it? Do you hold on to things or just give them away? Please let us know in the comments below.

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About The Author

David Miller

David Miller is senior editor of Matador (winner of 2010 and 2011 Lowell Thomas awards for travel journalism), and BETA magazine. After living for the last two years in Patagonia, Argentina, he is returning with his wife and two young children to the Southern US. Follow him @dahveed_miller.

  • http://www.paul-sullivan.com Paul Sullivan

    Damn David, that’s a lot of stuff when you start adding it up. Just thinking of the number of fairly expensive utility cutlery / knife / camping equipment I’ve had confiscated at various airports makes me want to cry.

    • http://matadortravel.com/travel-community/david-miller David Miller

      it’s crazy, isn’t it, how much shit we accumulate. and these were only the things i considered as having some kind of personal meaning, things i remembered.

      there has to be 20x more stuff if you counted shoes, clothing, bedding, electrodomestic shit.

      still, that wasn’t really the point of this piece–at least to me. i just started thinking this morning about ‘travel writing’ and ways that you could present a traveler’s life transparently as opposed to traditional narrative, contriving scenes and portraying characters. i wanted to see if it was possible to write something that gave you a sense of a particular time in a traveler’s life based strictly on his stuff.

      what would your ‘inventory’ be?

  • http://the-magic-ink-stand.blogspot.com/ Reeti

    I cling to all my journals, magazines I’ve collected since I was six and books I’ve written and I have a massive library at home.I’ve given away lots of my collection but I still have a few books I’d be miserable to part with. However, since I’m leaving home this September, I suppose I’ll learn to live without my books :)

    When it comes to clothes, I always donate/ giveaway clothes as soon as I buy something new. And apart from books ( and sentimental handmade presents from friends), I’m not really attached to anything material.

    • http://matadortravel.com/travel-community/david-miller David Miller

      i’m glad you brought that up Reeti. my ‘suitcase’ of old journals has been preserved — parents’ attic in Florida.

  • http://the-magic-ink-stand.blogspot.com/ Reeti

    Sorry, I meant books I’ve read, not written! Haven’t written a book yet :D

  • Kristin Conard

    A really interesting perspective on travel and identity. Thanks!

  • http://www.takeonafrica.com Helen

    I left home last year with four panniers full of gear on my bike. Since then, in the name of saving weight, economising and making space I’ve given away / thrown out the following:
    1. Multi-fuel stove and fuel bottle
    2. Sonim XP3 waterproof/batterproof mobile phone and also cheap nokia one
    3. Clothes: Sarong, shorts, t-shirt, jumper, vest top, bike shorts, some underwear
    4. Manfrotto Tripod
    5. Gorillapod
    6.Camera bag
    7. Bike helmet

    I’ve also given away many books but I keep collecting them too so I guess that doesn’t count.

    Now I’ve listed it, it doesn’t seem so much, but I do have lots more space in my bags now!

    The only thing of real note I have given away because I wasn’t bringing with me was my Macbook Pro…

  • http://www.rebeccakinsella.wordpress.com Rebecca

    i have a good cull every 3-6 months while traveling. i divide my things into 3 boxes – cherish, charity & chuck. But, I still manage to hold onto a lot of rubbish items like costume ladybird wings (never know when you’ll need those while backpacking), a ceramic cast of my teeth, ink-less pens with sentimental value.. nice to see someone elses list :)

    • http://matadortravel.com/travel-community/david-miller David Miller

      sweet on the teeth. reminds me of a carver short story.

  • http://cuadernoinedito.wordpress.com Julie

    A bookshelf Francisco made for me, gifted to neighbors. Though I liked knowing where it was going and knowing who would use it (and that they liked books), it was still painful to leave it behind because we couldn’t afford to ship it back to NYC in a container.

    To your list, I might also add “Places where we’ve got shit stored.” Carlo and his wife and I were talking about this the other day. I’ve got boxes in friends’ and families’ homes in Puerto Rico, Mexico City, South Carolina, and New York. And those are just the ones I remember. Carlo and Yvonne had at least as many places and on three continents.

    • http://matadortravel.com/travel-community/david-miller David Miller

      yeah, the storage is a whole other realm. one bro in marietta has a backyard turning into, unfortunately, a canoe and kayak graveyard.

      i think that’s part of it for me–just wanting to see the ‘life’ of stuff maintained, kept in play, in use.

      it has to be passed on, i think, and forgotten (or remembered), turned into art (bro who makes coffee tables of old boards), or burned.

      the writings are the only things i’m not sure of.

  • http://www.bearshapedsphere.blogspot.com eileen

    I’m amazed at my ability to keep on accumulating back to a certain critical mass. I moved to Santiago 6 years ago with two suitcases and backpack. I live chock-a-block on a one-bedroom apartment now, with furniture, bookshelves, projects, supplies and a set of stuff my mom would call chazerai (basically, crap). So far I only have stuff stored in one person’s basement, which, BTW flooded about five years ago, and I lost alot of the stuff I had down there, which I mostly don’t miss, I think.

    Thanks for the article. Definitely something to think about. Is it possible that squirt survived and lives on? Glad you did/do.

    • http://matadortravel.com/travel-community/david-miller David Miller

      eileen,

      sorry to hear about flooding. i always think ‘high ground’ when storing boxes .. .then again there are no basements in Fl.

      squirt boat: i give it a .04% chance at survival. it was made to sink, and was already completely out of sight as it flushed into next rapids. was very weak layup, i think a boat made more as a prototype than something for production.

      river burial.

  • http://www.lat42south.com shea

    Dude you will need a creek boat for the next season here in argentina and chile some great creeks over in pucon…..
    but we will arrange this once in the USA. see you this afternoon.

    • http://matadortravel.com/travel-community/david-miller David Miller

      no doubt shea. thinking about one this morning, hell, just for some first D’s in this valley.

  • joshua johnson

    I always sprinkling locations with various over-packed clothing items…jeans, shoes, tent and hammocks…

    great post!

  • http://www.crazysexyfuntraveler.com crazy sexy fun traveler

    Each time I move from one place to another, I just get rid of so many things. I give clothes to charity very often. It does hurt :D

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