open closet door. survey.
breathe. move everyday items out of way to get to camping items. slow, deliberate. closet is small and there are many everyday items in way.
grab sleeping bags, pads, tent. grab cloth-and-rod sleeves that fit around pads to fold them into chairs. grab mesh bag with pocket stove, fuel, aluminum mug, two sporks red and yellow, dr. bronners soap, plastic wire scrubber. breathe. smell mesh bag. spearmint soap and faint char. grab pack towels, bug spray, headlamps. look around closet. think, “car camping.” grab maroon bag w/ big maroon folding chair.